My Daughter Thinks I’m Supermom

I'm going to start by saying this: I am not a Stepford wife. I am real, I am me and I am far from perfect, even on a good day. On that note, the last 24 hours have been some of the hardest I have had in a long time. Last night I basically had no sleep. I spent the hours battling pregnancy insomnia, multiple trips to the bathroom thanks to morning-noon-and-night-sickness, and heartburn set off by near continuous puking.

My daughter is on form today

From the moment she woke up Squidgy decided that nothing was right today.

  • She didn't want to wear the clothes I tried to change her into, instead wanting to wear pyjamas.

  • Then she changed her mind and wanted a specific dress.

  • She tipped her breakfast all over the floor, even though I made her exactly what she requested.

  • She spilt her drink all down her dress, meaning I had to change her (again!).

  • Just before lunch she decided to disappear behind the sofa, pull down her knickers and poo on the floor. Obviously telling me she needed to use the potty or toilet was just too difficult.

It has been one thing after another all day, when all I want to do is chill out and rest up.

My house is no different to yours

Being 25 weeks pregnant can be hard enough. Add to that working at home running Mama Naii's Crochet, being a housewife and - most important of all -being a mum of a two-and-a-half-year-old toddler, my life is certainly never dull.

If you were to walk into my house at this exact moment in time, you might be forgiven for wondering if a mess bomb had exploded.

  • There are crumbs on the carpet

  • Toys are strewn around the front room

  • You’ll find crayon marks on the fireplace

  • I’ve got stain remover soaking into various spots (mostly where the poo managed to drop as she walked around the sofa to tell me what she had done)

  • I have washing-up on the draining board as I haven't had time to put it away

  • There is washing on 'the chair' (we all have one!) due to not having the energy to take it upstairs and put it away

  • My washing machine is half full just from the bits that require washing after all the 'accidents' of today

  • I'm not even sure I've opened all the curtains around the house today

I try to be the best I can be, to keep a clean and tidy house while raising a good, polite, happy child. On days like today I feel like a complete housewife and mummy failure.

In the eyes of your child you are supermom quote

I decided to spend time with Squidgy and put her first

Despite part of me crying at the sight of all the stuff that could do with fixing, tidying, moving, and cleaning, I have made today about spending time with Squidgy. A few things we've been up to include: 

  • Spending time in the garden.

  • Sitting on the sofa and reading Winnie the Pooh (three times).

  • Snuggling together in front of Paw Patrol.

Most importantly I gave up on getting her dressed and just let her run around in a t-shirt and knickers, and you know what? I don't feel bad about it either. Think of all the washing I have probably saved myself from!

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A lot of motherhood is learning to adapt

The most important thing for me, about being a mother is not about being perfect, it's simply about being there.

My children will not remember:

  • If the washing was neatly folded and put away in the correct cupboard.

  • If the kitchen was deep cleaned every day.

  • The crumbs on the carpet or the stains on the sofa.

They will remember:

  • The time I invested in them.

  • Playing football in the garden together.

  • Me teaching them to swim.

  • Singing nursery rhymes.

  • Reading bedtime stories.

Squidgy is at her happiest when she is spending time with daddy and mummy. Whether we are playing in the garden; reading a book or two; having a cuddle & watching Disney; on a day out at the farm; baking in the kitchen; or any number of simple activities like a teddy bear tea party on her bedroom floor; there is nothing more satisfying than the pleasure and joy our two-year-old can find in these moments. These moments are the ones which will create the memories that she will keep forever. So they are the things I will prioritise over the dirty dishes, the full washing baskets and the unvacuumed floor.

So if you - like me - sometimes feel like you are failing, and not doing a good enough job, stop for a minute. Look at what you are doing through the eyes of your children. If they are loved, cared for and happy then you are doing a good job. So give yourself a break, and pat yourself on the back. To your children, you will always be their Supermom.

 
Naomi Hassan4 Comments